[And angry. He adds it in his head, and he doesn't dare look at Kakyoin until after the thought has passed, just in case he sees it. But it's true. Kakyoin's more in the vein of Benito than anyone else, except more so — angrier, more damaged, much more deeply sad.]
[He doesn't want this type of person to be created by the pressures of the world anymore. The trouble is that he doesn't know if he can actually do anything about it, make anything better. Thinking about that means thinking about the future, and thinking about the future implies that he has one.]
[Once he's got control over his expression, he pulls back, smiling slightly, and ruffles Kakyoin's hair without totally letting go of him.]
We should do something you like for now, though. Since you've done so well. I think that's fair.
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[And angry. He adds it in his head, and he doesn't dare look at Kakyoin until after the thought has passed, just in case he sees it. But it's true. Kakyoin's more in the vein of Benito than anyone else, except more so — angrier, more damaged, much more deeply sad.]
[He doesn't want this type of person to be created by the pressures of the world anymore. The trouble is that he doesn't know if he can actually do anything about it, make anything better. Thinking about that means thinking about the future, and thinking about the future implies that he has one.]
[Once he's got control over his expression, he pulls back, smiling slightly, and ruffles Kakyoin's hair without totally letting go of him.]
We should do something you like for now, though. Since you've done so well. I think that's fair.