[It's a good thing, probably, that Joseph kisses him when he does. It's good, because it would be too much too fast if he had to contend with everything that's happening and his own reactions at the same time. He's bordering on overstimulated as it is already, his heart pounding heavy in his ears. Joseph stares at him and his breath hitches, his whole body freezes, he's lost with how much he wants him and shocked at how he could have missed it until now. He lets out a quiet, wordless plea at the touch to his thigh, eyes wide and entreating, and he's trembling like he might shake apart.]
[So it's a good thing that Joseph kisses him when he does, because if he hadn't he might just lose it. If the startled sound he makes hadn't been muffled against Joseph's mouth, he might've given up and hidden his face entirely. As it is, he can feel his face heating up even more, somehow, at the way his hips jerk up, the way Joseph's breath on his lips makes him shake, the size of his hand, his body, the way he tastes.]
[His hand fists in Joseph's hair, fingers digging into his ass. Everything about him is possessive now — his kisses, too, which he returns somewhere between eagerly and desperately. He doesn't want to let any of these sounds out, but if he kisses and bites them into Joseph's mouth it won't be so bad. If he only loses control in the space between them, it won't be so embarrassing to press himself so insistently close (like he can't get enough, because he can't, and he doesn't think he ever will).]
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[So it's a good thing that Joseph kisses him when he does, because if he hadn't he might just lose it. If the startled sound he makes hadn't been muffled against Joseph's mouth, he might've given up and hidden his face entirely. As it is, he can feel his face heating up even more, somehow, at the way his hips jerk up, the way Joseph's breath on his lips makes him shake, the size of his hand, his body, the way he tastes.]
[His hand fists in Joseph's hair, fingers digging into his ass. Everything about him is possessive now — his kisses, too, which he returns somewhere between eagerly and desperately. He doesn't want to let any of these sounds out, but if he kisses and bites them into Joseph's mouth it won't be so bad. If he only loses control in the space between them, it won't be so embarrassing to press himself so insistently close (like he can't get enough, because he can't, and he doesn't think he ever will).]