i'm trying the best i can to convince myself that i'm going to go back no matter whar, and most of the time i can believe that. i've been trying since the day i got here to convince myself that i'm still alive. but sometimes i have to acknowledge that there's a real chance going home isn't possible no matter how much i want it.
it scares the hell out of me
and i don't always want to talk to jojo about it because i know he's as fucked up about it as i am
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i'm trying the best i can to convince myself that i'm going to go back no matter whar, and most of the time i can believe that. i've been trying since the day i got here to convince myself that i'm still alive. but sometimes i have to acknowledge that there's a real chance going home isn't possible no matter how much i want it.
it scares the hell out of me
and i don't always want to talk to jojo about it because i know he's as fucked up about it as i am
so basically i try not to think about it either