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[mylegacy]

"Leave a message, per favore; I'll be back before you know it."

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[lapidarius]

i've had the opposite problem

i'm trying the best i can to convince myself that i'm going to go back no matter whar, and most of the time i can believe that. i've been trying since the day i got here to convince myself that i'm still alive. but sometimes i have to acknowledge that there's a real chance going home isn't possible no matter how much i want it.

it scares the hell out of me

and i don't always want to talk to jojo about it because i know he's as fucked up about it as i am

so basically i try not to think about it either

[mylegacy]

see being worried about that makes sense

being worried about stupid trivial things doesn't

it's ridiculous to worry about whether someone will like me when really i know i'll never go home

[lapidarius]

we don't know that. we know there's a chance of it, yes, not that it's definite.

i like you. so if there's even the slightest chance we can go back i'm going to make sure it happens.