When I first got here, I felt like a shell. I was going through motions, that's all. And then I fought a guy, and for a little bit I felt alive again, because I understood fighting, and it feels good. Even when it hurts it feels good because it's coming from the outside and not the inside.
And then I thought, what if that's the only way I'll ever feel alive again. What if that's all I'm good for, because I couldn't imagine anything else. Nothing else felt like fighting did, but I was sick of it too.
When you looked at me, and you thought there was a fight waiting, all of a sudden you looked alive. Excited. It's like why you said you didn't use Hamon. You wanted a fight. It didn't matter who won, just so long as it happened. Right?
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I didn't know anything about that.
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I never bothered because he's so good at pissing me off, I never wanted to deal with it long enough to listen.
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It seemed like much longer than that.
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[mfmfmfmmfmfmfmfmdfm]
He was my best friend.
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...Maybe this will sound weird. But if you need to fight again, tell me? Let it be me, rather than someone else.
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But I think she'd like it less if she found out that I knew there was something I could do to help, and hadn't done it.
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I'm not saying no. It's just important.
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There are places around where no one would bother us.
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What does it do? Your Stand thing.
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It punches really hard.
But it also protects me. On its own. I was holding him back when we were fighting because he didn't understand why I wasn't using him.
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Lay off my mom, sure, but. A lot of what you did reminded me of stuff I used to do. The way I used to feel.
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When I first got here, I felt like a shell. I was going through motions, that's all. And then I fought a guy, and for a little bit I felt alive again, because I understood fighting, and it feels good. Even when it hurts it feels good because it's coming from the outside and not the inside.
And then I thought, what if that's the only way I'll ever feel alive again. What if that's all I'm good for, because I couldn't imagine anything else. Nothing else felt like fighting did, but I was sick of it too.
When you looked at me, and you thought there was a fight waiting, all of a sudden you looked alive. Excited. It's like why you said you didn't use Hamon. You wanted a fight. It didn't matter who won, just so long as it happened. Right?
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yes
i wouldnt have stopped if you hadnt
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