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[mylegacy]

"Leave a message, per favore; I'll be back before you know it."

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[ragazzina]

I'm sorry. I promise it's really okay, silly curiosity is...that's all it is, silly curiosity and worrying about nothing, haha...

[mylegacy]

What you want isn't silly.

[ragazzina]

(っ。-‿-。)ε ᴖ ✿)

[mylegacy]

You're very cute, Suzie, but I really do mean it. We'll find a way to get you what you want.

[ragazzina]

...If it were only up to me...and no matter what, anything I said would be okay...and I could have it exactly the way I wanted it, no matter what...

I think...I would want to get married and have a family, but stay just the way things are right now, too. Somehow. And not...have anyone think badly about it, or say unkind things. I think it would be nice to just...feel, whatever I feel, and not get caught up in all the reasons why it might be wrong. Because I know what I feel, I just don't know what to do about it.

[mylegacy]

All right. So tell me what you feel.

[ragazzina]

...Ti voglio tutti e due.

I think I could say ti amo to either of you, if you said it too. I wish I could split my heart in half, so there were enough for everyone.

[mylegacy]

[Oh. Oh. Give him a minute. He's not having a panic attack, you're having a panic attack.]

But then your heart would hurt, Suzie Quatro, and your heart isn't allowed to hurt.

[ragazzina]

It's been hurt before. That's how I already know it's strong enough to hold up no matter what, Caesar Z.

[mylegacy]

That doesn't make it okay. We're supposed to protect you.

[ragazzina]

But from what? My own feelings?

[mylegacy]

If that's what you want. If that's what you need.

[ragazzina]

...It goes both ways. It can't be just about what I want, either.

[mylegacy]

I know. Because you'd be sad if it wasn't what I wanted, right?

[ragazzina]

Because it's not just about me. I'm only one piece.

[mylegacy]

And we're both pieces, too. Right?

[ragazzina]

Right. So...it has to be everyone. Doesn't it?

[mylegacy]

Yes. So.

I'll talk to him?

[ragazzina]

...Mm...yes. Okay.

(っ。-‿-。)ε ᴖ ✿)

It's not just to be cute, promise.

[mylegacy]

I know, carina. Try not to worry too much for . . . a few hours. Okay? Then I'll be back.