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[mylegacy]

"Leave a message, per favore; I'll be back before you know it."

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text; | time is an illusion

[starmark]

I don't know if my mom has already made you this offer. Maybe she has. Either way, I'll make it too.

If there's something you want to know about my grandfather, just ask. I'll answer it as best I can.

what is time, baby don't time me

[mylegacy]

Your friend Kakyoin already told me.

[starmark]

You've met Kakyoin?

[mylegacy]

Yes.

[Just that. And then:]

He told me your name, but I forgot until later.

[starmark]

I'm too protective of my mom sometimes. You got the brunt of that. It wasn't all just what you did. That was my fault.

[mylegacy]

Is this the part where I'm supposed to say something nice?

[starmark]

No. I don't expect you to say anything, frankly.

But I figured you deserve the explanation. Not an excuse, just why it happened.

[mylegacy]

I'd have done it too. It's what you do for your mother.

[starmark]

I'd do it for Nanna too but I'm pretty sure there wouldn't be anything left for me to hit by the time she got done with them herself.

[mylegacy]

She wouldn't want anyone fighting for her.

[starmark]

Yeah.

I end up asking myself a lot lately, when I think I'm fighting for someone, whether I'm really fighting for them or if I'm really just doing it for myself.

[mylegacy]

Well?

[starmark]

If I answer that, will you answer something for me in exchange?

[mylegacy]

Depends on what it is.

[starmark]

Why did you go for the candlestick thing right from the start?

That's the question on the table.

[mylegacy]

That's fine.

[starmark]

Okay.

Usually what I come up with is, if I don't really know the person I say I'm fighting for, the way that I ought to, then I'm lying to myself if I say I'm doing it for them. It feels different fighting for an idea than it does to fight for someone you care about, and both of those are different than fighting for the sake of needing to fight.

[mylegacy]

That last thing.

[starmark]

Not what I meant. I knew that's what you were out for from the first time you looked at me.

You went for a weapon from the very first move. Whatever there was in your environment to use as one. That's a street move. Right?

[mylegacy]

Yes. Why are you asking questions you know the answers to?

[starmark]

Because I might be wrong.

I don't feel like making any more assumptions about you without finding out whether they're wrong.

[mylegacy]

You're not wrong.

[That's not enough of an answer and he knows it. They made a deal, one that he should honor. Even though he doesn't want to. He doesn't want to do any of this, but he doesn't have a choice, apparently.]

I've used heavy tools for fighting since I was big enough to swing them. That's why I went for a weapon.

[starmark]

Do you use them with Hamon?

[mylegacy]

Hamon is for other things.

Hamon is for battle. A fight is for fighting.

[starmark]

I can't use Hamon, but I know what you're talking about.

There was something I wasn't using that night, for the same reason.