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[mylegacy]

"Leave a message, per favore; I'll be back before you know it."

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[lapidarius]

I'm sorry. Not for seeming like I was one of them whether I am or not, I mean--I'm sorry that something obviously important was just given away like that.

Either way I would understand if you were angry with me, honestly.

[mylegacy]

You and Jotaro keep saying that. Sorry for something you didn't do. I don't understand it.

[lapidarius]

It's sympathy, not an apology. 'I'm sorry that someone did that, because that's a fucked up thing to do and you don't deserve it'.

But if that's too close to pity, I'll drop it. I know I hate that kind of thing myself.

[mylegacy]

That's not what I mean. It's not bad. I just didn't understand.

How do you know what I deserve? We haven't known each other long at all.

[lapidarius]

Jojo risked his life for me once, when he didn't know me at all.

We don't have to know someone to know that certain things aren't what anyone deserves.

[mylegacy]

You. Not me. I don't know how to be that kind of person. To do that, or to forgive people.

[lapidarius]

[...That, now that he gave it thought, was an interesting point.]

[Would he have been able to do the same? Be the kind of person that laid their life on the line for someone they didn't know? If their positions were reversed, would that hypothetical Jotaro Kujo have lived past that day?]

I already told you once: Jotaro is a much kinder person than I am. Understanding is one thing, forgiving is another. And I'm not very experienced with the latter, but I know that if someone went around telling my secrets I would either kill them or just be relieved to know that someone else thought that was a terrible thing to do.

[mylegacy]

I don't understand or forgive, usually. I just want to hurt the person who's hurt me.

If someone hurt my family or you I'd hurt them very badly. If someone hurt Jojo I'd kill them. I don't know how to be any kinder than that.

[lapidarius]

So do I. I've never quite managed to learn how to control my temper.

But going for revenge on the last person who hurt me like that is how I got here. So I'm left wondering if there's a line after 'I won't forgive them' and 'outright murder'.

[mylegacy]

Maiming.

[lapidarius]

[...fuck you for making him laugh.]

Not quite what I had in mind, but a pretty good idea.

[mylegacy]

[yOU'RE WELCOME ASSHOLE]

Like hell. It's an excellent idea.

[lapidarius]

It makes a terrible mess, though.

[mylegacy]

Put newspaper down under it. Easy.

Or fight somewhere the ground's already dirty and it doesn't matter.

[lapidarius]

That's actually a good solution.

[YOU TWO]

Did you know that Japanese actually condenses 'I won't forgive you' into one word?

[...because if we're going to bond over being angry, we're gonna be nerds about it.]

[mylegacy]

[..................]

What is it?

[HE HAS 2 KNOW]

[lapidarius]

Yurusenai is 'I can't forgive you'. Yurusanai is 'I won't forgive you.' The first is written 許せない and the latter is 許さない.

One could also translate it as I can't/won't allow this', but the distinction isn't always a necessary one.

[mylegacy]

[a slight pause while he writes this down (i am not joking)]

That's very efficient.

[lapidarius]

[nerd.]

It can be a very efficient language, even if I hear it's not an easy one to pick up. A lot of written Japanese is complex, and the same characters can be read entirely different ways.

[mylegacy]

I never picked up languages very quickly. But then I didn't

[. . .]

You said you're still in school. Didn't you?

[lapidarius]

I'm a second year in high school, a year behind Jojo.

[mylegacy]

Right. I never got that far. I was working. And they didn't offer Japanese anyway. Still, I don't think I would have been very good at it.

[lapidarius]

That's okay. I'm not very good with Italian, either.

[mylegacy]

Really?

[lapidarius]

You think I'd just make that up? I can pick up languages in bits and pieces, but otherwise I'm not an expert.