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[mylegacy]

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[lapidarius]

like what there has to be something we're not stupid about

[mylegacy]

i doubt it?????????

[lapidarius]

so do i that was way too optimistic

[mylegacy]

what are we slightly less stupid about

[lapidarius]

i have never taken accurate measurements of how stupid we are but i am inclined to say it's even across the board

[mylegacy]

oh




what now then

i still want to talk to you

[lapidarius]

there's always the option of just accepting the fact that neither of us can shut up

i still want to talk to you, too

[mylegacy]

BUT WHAT IF I TELL YOU SOMETHING REALLY STUPID

[lapidarius]

absolutely nothing will happen because i will tell a grand total of no one

[mylegacy]

but YOU would know and that would be embarrassing

in theory

[lapidarius]

would it be embarrassing in practice

i'm pretty certain that i'd trust you with a hell of a lot

[mylegacy]

i don't know???????

i'm just worried

this worries me

many things worry me

[lapidarius]

i worry about a lot of things too

like i'm not sure what's going on but i'm just about sure this is nothing i haven't thought before, so as things go we could do worse than a lack of filter

[mylegacy]

wait what

what are you talking about

[lapidarius]

i mean just

this whole thing where i can't seem to really shut up or stop talking

i'm worried about what's causing it, sure

but at the same time i know i'm not just making shit up out of nowhere, so i can live with that

is that weird? i worry about that a lot, having people think i might be weird

[mylegacy]

oh you mean

it's not lying, so it could be worse?

i don't think that's weird

[lapidarius]

right. it'd end up being all kinds of a mess if i realized i was lying on top of this

but that's good, at least. that it isn't weird.

[mylegacy]

i don't think you ever lied to me

i trust you anyway as if you didn't

[lapidarius]

i don't think that i have

i don't really lie very much, not unless it seems necessary

usually that makes things worse so i think i'm trying to stop the 'unless it seems necessary' part too

[mylegacy]

that's honorable

you're a very honorable person

[lapidarius]

I think I'm just a terrible liar, really.

[mylegacy]

h o n o r a b l e

[lapidarius]

yeah well if we're playing that game then you're a nice person

whether you like it or not

it's what i think so you can just deal with that

[mylegacy]

NO

[lapidarius]

TOO LATE

I HAVE DECIDED