You both kiss me and you both hold me. You both take care of me and you both try to cheer me up when I'm feeling bad. Both of you call me your best girl. I want to know how that means someone's not going to get hurt.
[Well, he could make a lot of bullshit excuses here. He really could. But the honest answer is he kind of has no idea, and he's pretty sure the person at greatest risk for getting hurt here is Suzie, which is the last thing either of them want, so - fuck.]
I'm not worried, because . . . it's hard to explain. But I know neither of you would ever hurt me. I used to be worried about that, but I'm not anymore. We all protect each other.
...But I also don't want to move to New York and expect Jojo to take care of me with nothing in return, that's not fair. And his granny would think horrible things about me.
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We had a nice talk, too.
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I'm not going to have to pick which of you I like better, am I? I can't pick something like that, not if it's serious and not just playing around...
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[SCREAMS INTERNALLY]
What do you mean? Did he say something about that?
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Just the opposite? He didn't really answer when I tried to ask, so...
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So you're worried about it.
[Think of something think of something think of something to say god shit]
When you say "pick", you mean . . .
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I think it will all work out. That's what I think.
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Mm, but that still doesn't say whether I have to think about any...but I guess you'll figure that out yourselves...
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I
[HELP]
You're worried we're going to fight. We're not going to fight. We're just
[FUCKING]
. . . What is it that you want? You haven't said that. You just keep asking what we're going to do.
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[That was in fact a thing that was said.]
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I want to not hurt anybody's feelings. That's why I'm worried.
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You won't hurt our feelings. What else do you want?
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[But then there's a pause.]
You both kiss me and you both hold me. You both take care of me and you both try to cheer me up when I'm feeling bad. Both of you call me your best girl. I want to know how that means someone's not going to get hurt.
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I'm not worried, because . . . it's hard to explain. But I know neither of you would ever hurt me. I used to be worried about that, but I'm not anymore. We all protect each other.
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...But I also don't want to move to New York and expect Jojo to take care of me with nothing in return, that's not fair. And his granny would think horrible things about me.
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